life....: Masih Kepenatan.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Masih Kepenatan.

I still couldn't study. n the worst part is, i dont feel anything. mcm dah numb je dengan exam.

is it a good thing? maybe. at least tak cuak. hoho. but its bad juga. i always need a pinch of cuakness to get me going. without it, ill tend to take my own sweet time. wohooo... bahaya2... i have just another 7 days to wrap up med&surg + ortho n that GP stuff. haihhh...

kengkadang, i questioned my self, nape laa sibuk2 nak buat medicine. seriously, i really wonder why. (hopefully takde sape2 from spa or kkm read this blog. hihihi)

i had an early nite semalam. since i still couldn't digest anything that i read. brain dah shut down. nak tgk u-tube, servernye slow gila. nak tgk the tv-series, semua dah season finale. even nak buat light reading pon tak boleh. haha. so tdo for good few minutes, then my beloved fiance call. last2 nearly 12am jugak lena.

i woke up quite late juga. tp sempat laa nak subuh. then after subuh sambung balik tdo n woke up at 9.30. paksa mata nak tdo lagi. tapi dah tak boleh. hahaha. gila kan? tak sedar diri nak final exam. clean myself up. make a cup of old-town coffee ngan sandwich telur. igt nak sambung study. tapi masih tak boleh. terasa nak ajak housemate keluar. tapi sab dah selamat balik alor star semalam. ell pulak kena balik kampung. datuknya dah selamat kembali ke rahmatullah.. innalillahi wa innalillahi rajium.. makanya tinggallah saya sorang2 di rumah.

sbb tak boleh study, so i decided to do minor packing. baju2 yg dah tak nak pakai dah selamat di simpan dlm beg. kosongkan bawah katil. kertas2 selamat di buang. old notes pon dah put a side. maybe nak kena hantar gi recycling centre. byk tu kertas2...

hmmm... but i wish i was home rite now. i miss home. rindu mak abah semua. tomorrow abah nak kena gie IJN. His GP reffered him there. Abah had stable angina. The other day tgk result stress test abah. other than the ischaemic changes, there's no signs of old infarct or anything else.. Ambil short history haritu, im pretty sure it was a stable angina. n no signs of HF.. lagi pon other than a strong family history and a controlled hypertension abah takde co-morbid lain.. insyaAllah all will be fine.. hmmm.....

im hungry! tapi tak tau nak masak ape. barang2 dapur byk dah habis. maybe i shud just make chicken soup. hehe.

okielah. better gie masak sekarang. dah pukul empat petang n i still havent ate my lunch. bad for my stomach.

2 comments:

STargAzeR said...: keep going kakak!! sabar ye.. hahaha the word verification hari ni is tession.. mcm tau je org tgh tension ek?? hehehe.. love you kak..; 7:19 PM, May 24, 2009
ma[z]linda said...: hahaha. ye2. tgh surviving nie. sebulan je lagi. then cuti +/- lg sebulan. lepas tu nak kene survive another 2years of housementship! hihi.

*love u juga kakak*; 10:51 PM, May 24, 2009

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I swear by God ...The Great

To regard God in carrying out my profession

To protect human life in all stages and under all circumstances,doing my utmost to rescue it from death, malady, pain and anxiety. .

To keep peoples' dignity, cover their privacies and lock up their secrets ...

To be, all the way, an instrument of God's mercy, extending my medical care to near and far, virtuous and sinner and friend and enemy.

To strive in the pursuit of knowledge and. harnessing it for the benefit but not the harm of Mankind.

To rever my teacher, teach my junior, and be brother to members of the Medical Profession .joined in piety and charity.

To live my Faith in private and in public, avoiding whatever blemishes me in the eyes of God, His apostle and my fellow Faithful.

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If, by Rudyard Kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;

If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
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If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
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If you can meet with triumph and disaster
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If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
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Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
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If you can make one heap of all your winnings
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And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;

If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
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Sunday, May 24, 2009

Masih Kepenatan.

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