addicted to u..

~ addicted by keLLy clarkson...

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around

It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now

I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

If...

by rudyard kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;

If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;

If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;

If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

gosh!! gotta make a looooong list then... ^_~

.:at the moment, im in my half an hour break or so from my never ending research pasal this MRSA hospital infection:.

THIRTEEN is a lucky number for single women, according to a new study indicating that every woman needs 12 failed relationships before she can find the right man . The study was conducted by researchers at the renowned Humblodt University and the Max Planck Institute in Germany, who discovered that women need 12 partners before they realize what they really want from a man. Psychologist Lars Penke said the study focused on criteria for partner selection such as intelligence, looks and social status.

~ METRO, March 16, 2006

n i said: ahahahaa... crap!!! i might as well have given up long before the 4th or 5th or 6th... nak smpi 12??!! hihihi... n if i ever get to the 12th failed relationship... by that time, i guess i might think that there's just no mr. rite altogether. hehehe... why do they have to do a study on this stuff..? cant they find a more interesting topic... hahahha.. ngarut ngarut...

my awakening.. ;p

She told him she’d rather fix her makeup
Than try to fix what’s going on
But the problem keeps on calling
Even with the cellphone gone
She told him that she believes in living
Bigger than she’s living now
But her world keeps spinning backwards
And upsidedown
Don’t say so long in the cellphone
Don’t spend today away
Cuz today will soon be

Gone, like yesterday is gone,
Like history is
Gone, just trying to prove me wrong
And pretend like your immortal

She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every day we borrow
Brings us one step closer to the edge (infinity)
Where your treasure, where’s your hope
Forget the world and lose your soul
She pretends like she pretends like she’s immortal
Don’t say so long
Your not that far gone
This could be your big chance to makeup
Today till soon be

Gone, like yeterday is gone,
Like history is gone,
The world keeps spinning on,
Your going going gone,
Like summer break is gone,
Like saturday is gone
Just trying to prove me wrong
You pretend like your immortal your immortal

We are not infinite
We are not permanate
Nothing is immediate
We’re so confident
In our accomplishments
Look at how dark it is

Gone, like frank sinatra
Like elvis and his mom
Like al pichino’s cash nothing lasts in this life
My highschool dreams are gone
My childhood sweets are gone
Life is a day that doesn’t last for long

Life is more than money
Time was never money
Time was never cash,
Life is still more than girls
Life is more than hundred dollar bills
And oh the town fills
Life more than fame and rock and roll and thrills
All the riches of the kings
And up in wills we got information in the information age
But do we know what life is
Outside of our conveinent lexus cages

She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every moment that we borrow
Brings us closer to the God who’s not short of cash
Hey bono I’m glad you asked
Life is still worth living, life is still worth living

~ GONE, by Switchfoot.

been listening to this song for quite a while.. n only recently me listen to what is said. huhuhu... true.. so true...
n life is tOo short to be wasted on the unnecessary stuff.
open ur eyes. open ur heart. open ur mind.
seek for His forgiveness... seek for His guidance... seek for His blessings...
may today be better than yesterday and tomorrow better than today. ^_^

how ironic it is when...

it is sOo hard to remember things that we shud remember...

n yet..

its even harder to forget things that we want to forget...

ironic isnt it...? but true.

n i guess... thats just how it'd be...

at times, life just get tOo complicated for us to understand.

*sigh....

Islam... is a way of life..

read this posting n just thought to share it wif others here..

Islam is a way of life, try it.

Islam is a gift, accept it.

Islam is a journey, complete it.

Islam is a struggle, fight for it.

Islam is a goal, achieve it.

Islam is an opportunity, take it.

Islam is not for sinners, overcome it.

Islam is not a game, don't play with it.

Islam is not a mystery, behold it.

Islam is not for cowards, face it.

Islam is not for the dead, live it.

Islam is a promise, fulfill it.

Islam is a duty, perform it.

Islam is a treasure (the Prayer), pray it.

Islam is a beautiful way of life, see it.

Islam has a message for you, hear it.

Islam is love , love it.

Remember My Brothers And Sisters That We Have
So Much To Be Thankful For
No Matter What They Say,
ISLAM Is The Worlds Fastest Growing Religion

microorganism n our mouth...

.. But what if one should tell such people in the future that there are more animals living in the scum on the teeth in a man's mouth, than there are men in the whole kingdom? Especially those who dont ever clear their teeth. For my part, I judge that all people living in our United Netherlands are not as many as the living animals I carry in my mouth this very day.

By Anton van Leewenhoek 1674

hihihi.. believe it or not, our mouth is one of the dirtiest part of our body. ;p

student_doctor

im back!!! ^_^
its really has been a while since the last update. hurmmm... wut to do.. too many stuff to do... huhuuhu...

nie dah seminggu start doing my clinical phase the so called intermediate junior cycle.. during the introduction class, they said '..... so when introducing urself to the patients u might as well intro urself as student doctors.. not just a medical student.. hihi..'' she then laugh. hihihi.. i had fun n got really tired during the week!! but still me enjoying it! ~weirdo me ^_~

yesterday, i was doing my clinical observation class which was to shadow an intern for a full 2 hours!! it was interesting. to actually see how the real docs making their rounds in the wards.. seeing the real patients with real diseases! n to know that diagnosing the patients' problem is not always a clear cut! huhuhu.. n i was amazed to see how smoothly the consultant handle the patients... i mean on his communication skills! it seems that years n years of practice make it easy for him to ask all the rite Qs during history taking.... i have to practice more then.... hihihi

okie then. got to get start doing my patho. yesterday's lec makes me blurry.......