Esok Hari Isnin

makanya, esok hari periksa! the final battle. ;) Moga2 ilmu2 yg sy dikumpul sepanjang 5 tahun nie boleh dimuntahkan dgn mudah. hihi

Will start with written Surg. Short notes, MEQ, MCQ, EMQ n some data interpretation.

Tuesday rehat.

Wednesday will be written Med. Format nye sama mcm Surg.

Thursday rehat.

Friday is Family Medicine day. Starts with static OSCE. Later in the afternoon will be written paper.

then 9.00pm friday nite, will be flying back to seremban for the weekend. Abah will be undergoing the PTCA for his angina. InsyaAllah semua akan baik2 saja.

Doakan saya berjaya ye. n Doakan utk kesihatan abah saya juga.

2nd week is another study week before the clinical exams.. The results for Family Med will be out Teusday 9June.

Patient-Doctor Relationship.

well well... my second posting for the day. haha

okey, saja nak share this n blog it so that i will remember n as a reminder to why i took up medicine. ;)

anyways, i received a text msg from a patient's relative tgh malam semalam. i read it sambil mamai2. so lupa laa nak reply. then later today she text me again. terharu.. somebody who barely knows me saja2 text to say hi n wish me luck for the coming exams.

so, this lady is the daughter in law of one of my patient in the urology ward, elective admission for prostate operation (the TURB). ade language barrier as the dad dont speak much english or malay. n i dont speak tamil. hihi. so this lady laa jadi translater. getting the history semua lah. then address their concerns pasal nape nak kene admit 2 days earlier than the operation date. so i asked her again, what did the housement said. after that explain lah semula nape nak kena masuk awal n all.. then only diorg lega sikit.

hmmm.... but couldnt blame the housement tho sbb tak explain betul2... there's nearly 10 new admissions yg dia nak kene settlekan that morning plus nak monitor the progression of the existing patients, then nak kena rush pergi out-patient pulak. clerking as medical student n housement lain.. jadi medical student boleh lah take ur own sweet time asking about everything n addressing the concern if possible. u get to choose which patient nak clerk. tp bila dah H.O semua org espect awak buat kerja dgn pantas n perfect. huhuhu...

back to this patient, i mean the daughter in law, siap boleh cerita pasal dia tak puas hati ngan the services yg diorg dapat in one of the private hospital. then saya korek2 jugak pasal the medical fee. gila mahal!! mmg laa goverment hospital nie highly subsidised. n nasib baik jugak. if not, tak tau macam mana org2 yg tak mampu tu nak dpt a decent medical service. (itu pon ade org yg tak tau nak berterima kasih...)

so after getting all the infos i need masa dah nak berterima kasih n all she ask for my fon no. so bagi je lah. she seems like a nice person anyway. hehe.

n after a month or so, hari nie she text. terharu. n rasa dihargai. haha.. now i understand what my paeds prof meant. bila dia ckp, the best feelings is when, somebody approach u n thank you for what u did (read: treating them or their family members). okey, i did not treat this uncle. just take a history je. :p

hmmm... i think i remembered now why i wanted to be a doctor.

To strive in the pursuit of knowledge, and harnessing it for the benefit but not the harm of Mankind

oleh itu, skrg dah dapat semangat nak study balik. hihihi. partly sebab dah cukup 2 hari rest. Dua hari tau! n partly sbb terharu ngan text dari patient itu.

Masih Kepenatan.

I still couldn't study. n the worst part is, i dont feel anything. mcm dah numb je dengan exam.

is it a good thing? maybe. at least tak cuak. hoho. but its bad juga. i always need a pinch of cuakness to get me going. without it, ill tend to take my own sweet time. wohooo... bahaya2... i have just another 7 days to wrap up med&surg + ortho n that GP stuff. haihhh...

kengkadang, i questioned my self, nape laa sibuk2 nak buat medicine. seriously, i really wonder why. (hopefully takde sape2 from spa or kkm read this blog. hihihi)

i had an early nite semalam. since i still couldn't digest anything that i read. brain dah shut down. nak tgk u-tube, servernye slow gila. nak tgk the tv-series, semua dah season finale. even nak buat light reading pon tak boleh. haha. so tdo for good few minutes, then my beloved fiance call. last2 nearly 12am jugak lena.

i woke up quite late juga. tp sempat laa nak subuh. then after subuh sambung balik tdo n woke up at 9.30. paksa mata nak tdo lagi. tapi dah tak boleh. hahaha. gila kan? tak sedar diri nak final exam. clean myself up. make a cup of old-town coffee ngan sandwich telur. igt nak sambung study. tapi masih tak boleh. terasa nak ajak housemate keluar. tapi sab dah selamat balik alor star semalam. ell pulak kena balik kampung. datuknya dah selamat kembali ke rahmatullah.. innalillahi wa innalillahi rajium.. makanya tinggallah saya sorang2 di rumah.

sbb tak boleh study, so i decided to do minor packing. baju2 yg dah tak nak pakai dah selamat di simpan dlm beg. kosongkan bawah katil. kertas2 selamat di buang. old notes pon dah put a side. maybe nak kena hantar gi recycling centre. byk tu kertas2...

hmmm... but i wish i was home rite now. i miss home. rindu mak abah semua. tomorrow abah nak kena gie IJN. His GP reffered him there. Abah had stable angina. The other day tgk result stress test abah. other than the ischaemic changes, there's no signs of old infarct or anything else.. Ambil short history haritu, im pretty sure it was a stable angina. n no signs of HF.. lagi pon other than a strong family history and a controlled hypertension abah takde co-morbid lain.. insyaAllah all will be fine.. hmmm.....

im hungry! tapi tak tau nak masak ape. barang2 dapur byk dah habis. maybe i shud just make chicken soup. hehe.

okielah. better gie masak sekarang. dah pukul empat petang n i still havent ate my lunch. bad for my stomach.

Kepenatan.

uhhh... finals in a week time.

i shud be bz studying n revising rite now. tapi dah tak larat.....

Help!! maybe i shud take a day off.

haihhhh.... but seriously. tgk buku rasa nak muntah.

then the caffein is killing me. i had diuresis! then i drink more. the more i drink the more i had to go to PU. even after bottles of water i still feel dehydrated. takkan laa DM pulak. i shall make the ORS then..

mak.... nak balik.....

haihh.... bersabarlah mazlinda. sebulan je lagi....